I had an epiphany!! I was sat in my little box of a bed room / charity shop aged just 18 and I thought to my self I don't just want to be the same old queer. That goes on gay scene one week falls in love then moves to Manchester because the 'scene is so much better' (so are the sti's)
So I change my name, change my look. Shave my legs and under arms and be came anita-asku. but I thought is that it just be a 'trannie' I thought I need something for me to do but I didn’t want to be the same old drag show and the drag 'Boring' bingo so the I came up with agony aunt where people would email me and I would reply in a funny way not your shitty dear Jane shit!!
So Anita-asku you is born....
blonde sexy and full of .....sh....bite.!!!
I used to care about what other people thought I looked like and was always bringing myself down of how I’m not this and I’m not that, but lately I’ve been looking around and watching programmes about unique people and I have realised how lucky I am to not be disabled or disfigured or have an illness that controls your life, everyone is unique and who cares what some random think of you. Its time for change I think please! I know there’s the whole insecurity thing, but moving your hair a tad more to one side doesn't make a difference and neither does looking depressed! If you look depressed and actually aren't, then you’re just a silly Billy now aren't you... Gone are the days when people say "cheese" for a photo, now they have to say "TEEETTTH" or something. lol... Life is for living boys, not for how other people see you. And you're not going to get judged too harshly, because if you do, the one judging you is the fool, not you!
And a message to a few people (you know who you are); I don't care how I look, so the following statements are un-needed.
1. You have the appearance and significance of an amoeba.
2. You have sheep qualities.
3. You are ugly (yawn)
Vanity is a waste of time, so why waste time with it!
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